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Ello pplz, I'm Raven and that's the only part of my name that you need to know >>. I'm the whitest brown person on the face of this earth. I tend to get very emotional and very hyperactive. I love to draw, read, write, and watch anime. I'm the typical nerd :shrug: what can you do about.

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Burdened Heart

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 24, 2009, 2:39 PM
Dear Journal,

I love him with all my heart, so much to the fact that it hurts, but there's a problem....I don't know which one I'm talking about....God, it's so messed up, but I can't deny the inevitable truth.... I love BOTH of them, I want BOTH of them, I need BOTH of them... I can't loose one but I have already lost the other.... My friend told me some things that have me wishing, dreaming, wanting, and I have experienced something that makes me think she's a little bit right... Does he really still have my number, does he think of me, I know I saw him look at me, he gets depressed whenever he sees me. I know it.... but.... I dream about him more than i dream about the one that I should.... I think about him..... I want to hold him and want him to hold me... I miss talking to him til three in the morning.... I still love him soo much.... but I can't loose the one I have so close, at least... I think he's close..... I'm so confused, I don't know what to do.... what do I do...???


Woe is me,

Rae

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: Lord of the Flies
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon again
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: None yuh
  • Interests: anime. . . music. . . . drawing
  • Favourite movie: alien vs predator, death race
  • Favourite band or musician: Papa roach/evanescense/skillet/nickleback/hollywood undead/linkin park
  • Favourite genre of music: hip hop/R&B/any rock that I think is awesome
  • Favourite artist: Kristin Hill
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephanie Meyer/ Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite style of art: anime/realismnessosity
  • Operating System: Gateway.....I think....?
  • MP3 player of choice: zune
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever seems right at the moment
  • Favourite game: Tony Hawk Snowboarding/kingdom hearts
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Naruto(duh)Hinata/Ichigo/Chado/Orihime/Light/L
  • Personal Quote: I'm not crazy, just mentally hilarious

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:iconmr-youse:
thanks for the fave on Leap Day! i really appreciate it :-)

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:iconcrystil-princess:
No prob, it was really good

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:iconfukari:
thx for the watch ;)

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my english is....awful - -" sorry...^^;
:iconmakaikingyomi:
Thanks for the watch :)

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:iconazley:
thanks a lot for the :+devwatch: :hug:

very appreciated! :iconbemyvalentineplz:

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:iconcrystil-princess:
You always get rewards for having amazing art

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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:iconkrazyassninja:
hey thanks for the watch ^__^

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:iconatramina:
Thank you so much for watching :)

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:iconcrystil-princess:
no problem ^^

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Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness, has never danced in the rain........
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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:icontitanwarrior17:
thanks for the fave! more to come ur way! 8D

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"What we protect... to bring about a new age..."

"Making the possible, totally impossible..."

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:icondropdeadkristin:
lol raven!!
i forgot to ask earlier lol.
who is Shinari paired with? XD
i was making a picture of her but then i realized that i didn't know who she was paired with lol

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:iconcrystil-princess:
For right now it's Kam

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Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness, has never danced in the rain........
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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:icondropdeadkristin:
alright lol.
i tohught so but wasn't sure lol (:

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My icon was made by the AMAZING: [link]
:icontitanwarrior17:
HEy! much obliged for the watch! more to come ur way!

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Art+Music+Love= Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

"What we protect... to bring about a new age..."

"Making the possible, totally impossible..."

:headbang:<"Feed Back plz")
:icon20rules:
Thanks for the fav!

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hmm

I dont know what to put here.
:iconcrystil-princess:
no prob

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Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness, has never danced in the rain........
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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:iconhaku-sage:
thankies for the fav!!! :glomp: :hug:

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*leaves a hugg/bomb package*
Careful, they know how to bite....
Either one might bite.
:iconcrystil-princess:
No problemo

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Anyone who thinks sunshine is happiness, has never danced in the rain........
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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:iconzidanelv60:
thx for the watch^^

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:iconkurai-aina:
[link] Read it lmao

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:iconcrystil-princess:
Well then

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:iconkurai-aina:
Hey sry bout church- no one picked us up and my dad had to take everybody in his car and he was uber po'd.

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:iconcrystil-princess:
Everyone???

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I'm not retarded, I'm just Mentaly Hilarious
:iconkurai-aina:
Me, Tucker, Bradley, and George. And btw, idk if he has yet, but as of Sunday (last Sunday) George hasn't washed his hair in 5 days O_o

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